My long hiatus...

I'm posting this in all 3 of my blogs. I first want to apologize for my long hiatus from the blogosphere. If you have read my past posts I had mentioned that my husband and I were having some problems again. Well, we separated again on May 17. Not to go into TOO much detail but I honestly think he has some attachment issues. I have done a lot of research on it and it all makes so much sense now. What happened this time is the same thing that happened in 2006. The same exact pattern except this time he is trying to get help. The separation was his decision. He wanted to have a "mutual separation" so that we both have some time to ourselves to work on ourselves and then IF/when we get back together get into marriage counseling immediately. ...

The past month and a half has been VERY hard for me. I feel like I am re-living this nightmare all over again. I have so many emotions running through my head. I've been spending most of my time either working as much as possible, spending time with my kids, researching attachment disorder and working on my OWN things that I want to change within myself. Right now I am also looking into taking some online courses for Veterinary Technician. I have no idea what the future holds for me and my family. I'm hoping for the best but preparing for the worst. Funny thing is, that's what my husband told me the first time this happened in 2006! I'm worried about having the time to work and trying to go to school both.. but I think it will help me to occupy my mind and it will make me feel better for doing something GOOD for my kids and myself to help us have a brighter future!

I haven't really been into the mood for blogging until recently. I am going to figure out some kind of schedule so that I can start blogging again on a regular basis! Just be patient with me. I have not forgotten about my blogs.. just am going through a very difficult time in my life right now! xo

Looking for a credit card??

It seems these days just about everyone has a credit card! It is so much easier to just slide a card at the store instead of having to stumble around with cash all of the time! Not to mention all of the great things you can buy online! You can get better deals and get hard to find items online but you almost always have to have a credit card to order these things!

If most of you are like me you are probably always getting advertisements and junk mail begging you to apply for a credit card! There are so many of them out there and it's hard to find the right one when you have so many things to think about!

A friend told me about this website called credit spy. They give you a listing of all sorts of different credit cards! You can find out what each card has to offer, which ones have the lowest rates, which ones have reward deals and they even help those of you out there who have bad credit or no credit get a credit card!

If you are in a hurry you can find out where to go for instant approval credit card offers so you don't have to sit and wait for days or weeks to find out if you have been approved!

So far credit-spy looks like it is the best place to go if you are looking for a good new credit card!

Making some changes...

So, I've been having a lot of things going on in my personal life. They have been going on for awhile now. Without going into too much detail, there is a BIG question right now as to whether or not I will be staying or leaving my husband once the kids are out of school next month. It has been a very difficult past few months. Lots of emotions and lots of ups and downs. My eating has been WAY off. I might go a day or two eating hardly anything to eating a bunch the next day. To be honest, I think it has kind of evened its self out though because I don't feel like I have gained anything, in fact just last week my mother in law told me that I looked like I was losing weight! I feel somewhat odd posting in this blog when I'm just having such a hard struggle with everything in my life including my eating and health.

I've been thinking about making a few changes to this blog. It is called, "Journey To A New Found Me", right? Well, a new me can be LOTS of things, right? It doesn't have to be centered around weight loss, it can be boosting your self esteem, building more confidence and just learning to love yourself!

So..in the next few weeks (whenever I have time) I'm going to work on making a new header and changing things around a bit! Hope the FEW readers that I do have will stick around with me through these changes! It will be good, I promise!!

Needs Some Good Looking Eye Glasses??

Unfortunately, I have been cursed with bad eye sight for most of my life! I have worn prescription eye glasses since the age of around 8 years old or so. My eye sight is very bad and when I was younger I had to wear the really thick heavy bulky glasses! They were really uncomfortable and ugly! Ofcourse now they have the more stylish thinner lenses that you can get but they are soo expensive!!

I've just come across this website called http://www.ZenniOptical.com. they have a very large list of frames to choose from! They have all kinds of styles and colors including Children's Frames, Bifocals, Half Rim Frames, Rimless Frames even tinted sunglasses!! They have a large list of "extras" that you can get as well. The prices are great and they have a flat rate charge of $4.95 for shipping!!

Just because you have poor eye sight does not mean that you can not look stylish in your prescription glasses! Thanks to $ 8 Zenni Optical Rx Eyeglasses you can get great looking glasses for an even better looking price!! Go to their website and you will be amazed at the selection they have for the prices you can get them for!!

So-So....

Can't say I have been horrible, but I have not been the best..but I have been doing some kick-ass workouts! I've been trying to put all of my stress and frustration into my workouts and I can feel that it is really having an affect on my muscles! I was pleasantly surprised today when I put on a pair of jeans that used to be sort of snug and today I have to keep pulling them up because they feel like they are falling down! Yay! I have not weighed myself. Just because i know if the numbers on the scale don't go down it will affect me and I don't need any more negativity on my mind right now! I'm going through enough stress and crap right now! I truly do believe that exercise helps a lot with depression and my moods. I am in a totally better mood after having a workout session and when I don't work out I just feel..blah..and lazy!! I really wish I had someone to go to a gym with. I don't want to go by myself but it would be soo nice to have equipment I could work with!

Anyway, today is a short post..I'm just not in the writing "zone" I guess! Sometimes I feel like I am just repeating myself all of the time and that I'm not going anywhere with this! Ugh....